haha. just read an article from bigbangupdates.
haha. thi's really funny:
”The really funny person is TOP. This one time, I woke up in the morning to find TOP hyung passed out with his face buried in a cake. I seriously thought he had died. When Youngbae hyung shook him to wake him up, he fell to the ground with a thud. We were so shocked that we were going to call the ambulance, but he just slid up and walked to his room. It was like the huge twist in a movie where someone you think is dead comes back to life. (laughs)”
Read more: http://www.bigbangupdates.com/2010/03/daesung-even-for-just-day-i-wanna-live.html#ixzz0maVFF6sF
i keep making ppl disppointed...
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 5:01 PM
screwed things up. and i was the last to realise...
he said i was performing under expectations...=(
when i thought i have studied???so y was i...?
i thought passing was enough...afterall, i m an average student...
no point slogging so hard...what can i even suck from that?
oh...no point slogging so hard? but i have disappointed so many people so many times.
he thought i would brush up...
but i didnt...
he waited since last year.
until today, he thought that i needed some advice to push me futher.
now then i realise.
so many people...my mom,my teachers...
they tried so hard to help me.
what did they get? A WHOLE YEAR OF DISAPPOINTMENT?
why didnt they give up on me? when i have already lost the faith to do well...
when i told my mom last term that i failed eng ct,
she paused her housework for a moment.
then she told me.
whats the point of telling me? what do you want me to do?
this is not the first time you're failing...
i didnt think much of it, thought she just couldnt be bothered.
but after that, she told me. no choice lor, when you grow up, take up the low paid jobs lor, what can i do?
yups. what can she do???
what can she do when i dont do a thing?